Billy Joel (it's been real, I'm done for now)
Sitting here in Avalon, looking at the pouring rain
Summertime has come and gone and everybody's home again
Closing down for the season, I found the last of the souvenirs
I can still taste the wedding cake and it's sweet after all these years
These are the last words I have to say
That's why this took so long to write
There will be other words some other day
But that's the story of my life
There's comfort in my coffee cup and apples in the early fall
They're pulling all the moorings up and gathering at the Legion Hall
They swept away all the streamers after the Labor Day parade
Nothing left for a dream now, only one final serenade
And these are the last words I have to say
Before another age goes by
With all those other songs I'll have to play
But that's the story of my life
And it's so clear standing here where I am
Ain't that what justice is for?
Frankly, my dear, I don't give a damn anymore
Stack the chairs on the table tops
Hang the sheets on the chandeliers
It slows down but it never stops
Ain't it sweet after all these years
And these are the last words I have to say
It's always hard to say goodbye
But now it's time to put this book away
Ain't that the story of my life
Thursday, March 24, 2005
Monday, March 21, 2005
Sometimes..
by Nat King Cole
Sometimes I'm happy
Sometimes I'm blue
My disposition depends on you
I never mind the rain from the skies
As long as I have the sun in your eyes
Sometimes I love you
Sometimes I hate you
When I hate you
It's because I love you
That's how I am
So what can I do
I'm happy when I'm with you
Sometimes I'm happy
Sometimes I'm blue
My disposition depends on you
I never mind the rain from the skies
As long as I have the sun in your eyes
Sometimes I love you
Sometimes I hate you
When I hate you
It's because I love you
That's how I am
So what can I do
I'm happy when I'm with you
Sometimes I'm happy
Sometimes I'm blue
My disposition depends on you
I never mind the rain from the skies
As long as I have the sun in your eyes
Sometimes I love you
Sometimes I hate you
When I hate you
It's because I love you
That's how I am
So what can I do
I'm happy when I'm with you
Sometimes I'm happy
Sometimes I'm blue
My disposition depends on you
I never mind the rain from the skies
As long as I have the sun in your eyes
Sometimes I love you
Sometimes I hate you
When I hate you
It's because I love you
That's how I am
So what can I do
I'm happy when I'm with you
Sunday, March 20, 2005
100 Truths... (borrowed)
1. I am a cusped Capricorn/Aquarian and embody traits of both
2. I have an older brother named Anthony who is in prison
3. My biological father died when I was five
4. My stepfather has been my dad for 31 years and I love him for every day of it.
5. My first 15 minutes of fame were over 3 years ago.
6. I hate being wrong and for anyone to disagree with me.
7. I can be the best friend you want to have or your worst enemy.
8. I will walk away to avoid punching the shit out of you.
9. I'm not afraid to use the word "fat".
10. I'm not as strong as people think I am.
11. I don't eat bananas, peaches, pears or some melons.
12. I want to front a new cover band.
13. I can play the bass guitar, badly.
14. I use the term "nigga" way too much.
15. I like to do grocery shopping at 2 am.
16. I snore.
17. All of my natural grandparents have died.
18. I have butt ugly feet and toenails.
19. I hate disappointing anyone.
20. I am claustrophobic and have anxiety attacks when crowded.
21. I don't think I am attractive.
22. I have more ex-girlfriends than I should.
23. I am addicted to caffeine.
24. I learn words to songs very quickly.
25. Chocolate is the easiest way to butter me up.
26. I would rather read the script before I watch the movie.
27. I want to be a male stripper, just once.
28. On Sunday mornings, I like to have sex. I don't know why. I just do.
29. I miss having hair.
30. I start Christmas shopping way too late.
31. I want to fly a plane.
32. I have cheated in every relationship I have ever had .
33. I've been married once, engaged several times. I lied about being married once.
34. I have an amazing memory when it comes to trivia, music and films.
35. I don't like to cry in front of people.
36. I was molested by an older girl twice in my life.
37. I sometimes wish I never lost my virginity.
38. I've broken both ankles,my right hand and ripped both kneecaps. I've been stabbed once(by my ex-fiancee')
39. I am afraid of losing my mother.
40. I can count the number of "friends" on one hand.
41. I've never been on a cruise.
42. I'm afraid of drowning.
43. I like to sleep on the floor.
44. I've never hunted for anything in my life
45. I'm opinionated.
46. I prefer discussion rather than arguing.
47. I sleep naked.
48. I believe that what you give is what you get back .
49. I can't leave the house without my phone, wallet, keys,MP3 player and bag.
50. Scrabble and Monopoly are my favorite games.
51. Taking care of people comes naturally to me.
52. I hate people sometimes.
53. I'm a manwhore.
54. I learn from some of my mistakes.
55. I don't mind surprises.
56. I love God. I just can't get it right any more.
57. I think common sense and common courtesy should be taught in school.
58. I don't want to die
59. I'm really not as cool or as open as I put myself out to be.
60. I'm addicted to the internet.
61. I believe in the power of love
62. First impressions aren't necessarily lasting impressions.
63. It takes me forever to wake up in the morning.
64. I'm an exhibitionist.
65. I like shopping at Forman Mills.
66. I am actually shy
67. I am a sex addict.
68. I have 4 tattoos.
69. Both of my ears are pierced.
70. I hate being told no
71. I have suffered from drug and alcohol addiction.
72. I have had several threesomes.
73. I procrastinate.
74. I write erotica.
75. I love to sing in the car.
76. I believe that knowledge IS power.
77. I want to wrestle in Japan just once.
78. I'm left-handed.
79. All paper money must face the same direction and be folded with the face inside. High bills to the inside.
80. I am friends with several of my exes.
81. I go to Best Buy to relax.
82. It's hard for me to accept compliments.
83. I have lost three children to miscarriages
84. I don't think abortion is a solution.
85. I think women should never rely on a man to feel complete
86. I want to adopt twin Chinese babies. A boy and a girl.
87. I curse like a drunken Irish sailor.
88. I think marriage shouldn't be a goal and should happen only after you've lived together for two years.
89. I have slept with married women and/or someone else's significant other.
90. I think weed should be legalized. I think prostitution shouldn't
91. I believe in soulmates.
92. I've never lived alone for more than 3 months.
93. I have a secret that I am too ashamed to tell.
94. I am an avid reader.
95. I have gone 2 days maximum without sleep.
96. I'm thinking about liposuction on my love handles
97. I have to thank Michelle for my addicition to collecting shot glasses.
98. I despise hatred, ignorance and intolerance.
99. I love dogs .
100. I love recklessly.
2. I have an older brother named Anthony who is in prison
3. My biological father died when I was five
4. My stepfather has been my dad for 31 years and I love him for every day of it.
5. My first 15 minutes of fame were over 3 years ago.
6. I hate being wrong and for anyone to disagree with me.
7. I can be the best friend you want to have or your worst enemy.
8. I will walk away to avoid punching the shit out of you.
9. I'm not afraid to use the word "fat".
10. I'm not as strong as people think I am.
11. I don't eat bananas, peaches, pears or some melons.
12. I want to front a new cover band.
13. I can play the bass guitar, badly.
14. I use the term "nigga" way too much.
15. I like to do grocery shopping at 2 am.
16. I snore.
17. All of my natural grandparents have died.
18. I have butt ugly feet and toenails.
19. I hate disappointing anyone.
20. I am claustrophobic and have anxiety attacks when crowded.
21. I don't think I am attractive.
22. I have more ex-girlfriends than I should.
23. I am addicted to caffeine.
24. I learn words to songs very quickly.
25. Chocolate is the easiest way to butter me up.
26. I would rather read the script before I watch the movie.
27. I want to be a male stripper, just once.
28. On Sunday mornings, I like to have sex. I don't know why. I just do.
29. I miss having hair.
30. I start Christmas shopping way too late.
31. I want to fly a plane.
32. I have cheated in every relationship I have ever had .
33. I've been married once, engaged several times. I lied about being married once.
34. I have an amazing memory when it comes to trivia, music and films.
35. I don't like to cry in front of people.
36. I was molested by an older girl twice in my life.
37. I sometimes wish I never lost my virginity.
38. I've broken both ankles,my right hand and ripped both kneecaps. I've been stabbed once(by my ex-fiancee')
39. I am afraid of losing my mother.
40. I can count the number of "friends" on one hand.
41. I've never been on a cruise.
42. I'm afraid of drowning.
43. I like to sleep on the floor.
44. I've never hunted for anything in my life
45. I'm opinionated.
46. I prefer discussion rather than arguing.
47. I sleep naked.
48. I believe that what you give is what you get back .
49. I can't leave the house without my phone, wallet, keys,MP3 player and bag.
50. Scrabble and Monopoly are my favorite games.
51. Taking care of people comes naturally to me.
52. I hate people sometimes.
53. I'm a manwhore.
54. I learn from some of my mistakes.
55. I don't mind surprises.
56. I love God. I just can't get it right any more.
57. I think common sense and common courtesy should be taught in school.
58. I don't want to die
59. I'm really not as cool or as open as I put myself out to be.
60. I'm addicted to the internet.
61. I believe in the power of love
62. First impressions aren't necessarily lasting impressions.
63. It takes me forever to wake up in the morning.
64. I'm an exhibitionist.
65. I like shopping at Forman Mills.
66. I am actually shy
67. I am a sex addict.
68. I have 4 tattoos.
69. Both of my ears are pierced.
70. I hate being told no
71. I have suffered from drug and alcohol addiction.
72. I have had several threesomes.
73. I procrastinate.
74. I write erotica.
75. I love to sing in the car.
76. I believe that knowledge IS power.
77. I want to wrestle in Japan just once.
78. I'm left-handed.
79. All paper money must face the same direction and be folded with the face inside. High bills to the inside.
80. I am friends with several of my exes.
81. I go to Best Buy to relax.
82. It's hard for me to accept compliments.
83. I have lost three children to miscarriages
84. I don't think abortion is a solution.
85. I think women should never rely on a man to feel complete
86. I want to adopt twin Chinese babies. A boy and a girl.
87. I curse like a drunken Irish sailor.
88. I think marriage shouldn't be a goal and should happen only after you've lived together for two years.
89. I have slept with married women and/or someone else's significant other.
90. I think weed should be legalized. I think prostitution shouldn't
91. I believe in soulmates.
92. I've never lived alone for more than 3 months.
93. I have a secret that I am too ashamed to tell.
94. I am an avid reader.
95. I have gone 2 days maximum without sleep.
96. I'm thinking about liposuction on my love handles
97. I have to thank Michelle for my addicition to collecting shot glasses.
98. I despise hatred, ignorance and intolerance.
99. I love dogs .
100. I love recklessly.
Sunday, March 13, 2005
What Type Of Seducer are You?
I am the Ideal Lover Most people have dreams in their youth that get shattered or worn down with age. They find themselves disappointed by people, events, reality, which cannot match their youthful ideals. Ideal Lovers thrive on people's broken dreams which become lifelong fantasies. You long for romance? Adventure? Lofty spiritual communion? The Ideal Lover reflects your fantasy. He or she is an artist creating the illusion you require. In a world of disenchantment and baseness, there is limitliess seductive power in following the path of the Ideal Lover. Symbol: The Portrait Painter. Under his eye, all of your physical imperfections disappear. He brings out noble qualities in you, frames you in a myth, makes you godlike, immortalises you. For his ability to create such fantasies, he is rewarded with great power. |
What Type of Seducer are You?
created by
polite_society Friday, March 11, 2005
no ordinary love by sade
no ordinary love
(you know it isn't)
i gave you all the love i got
i gave you more than i could give
i gave you love
i gave you all that i have inside
and you took my love
you took my love
didn't i tell you
what i believe
did somebody say that
a love like that won't last
didn't i give you
all that i've got to give baby
i gave you all the love i got
i gave you more than i could give
i gave you love
i gave you all that i have inside
and you took my love
you took my love
i keep crying
i keep trying for you
there's nothing like you and i baby
this is no ordinary love
no ordinary love
this is no ordinary love
no ordinary love
when you came my way
you brightened every day
with your sweet smile
didn't i tell you
what i believe
did somebody say that
a love like that won't last
didn't i give you
all that i've got to give baby
this is no ordinary love
no ordinary love
this is no ordinary love
no ordinary love
i keep crying
i keep trying for you
there's nothing like you and i baby
this is no ordinary love
no ordinary love
this is no ordinary love
no ordinary love
keep trying for you
keep crying for you
keep flying for you
keep flying i'm falling
i'm falling
keep trying for you
keep crying for you
keep flying for you
keep flying i'm falling
i'm falling
(you know it isn't)
i gave you all the love i got
i gave you more than i could give
i gave you love
i gave you all that i have inside
and you took my love
you took my love
didn't i tell you
what i believe
did somebody say that
a love like that won't last
didn't i give you
all that i've got to give baby
i gave you all the love i got
i gave you more than i could give
i gave you love
i gave you all that i have inside
and you took my love
you took my love
i keep crying
i keep trying for you
there's nothing like you and i baby
this is no ordinary love
no ordinary love
this is no ordinary love
no ordinary love
when you came my way
you brightened every day
with your sweet smile
didn't i tell you
what i believe
did somebody say that
a love like that won't last
didn't i give you
all that i've got to give baby
this is no ordinary love
no ordinary love
this is no ordinary love
no ordinary love
i keep crying
i keep trying for you
there's nothing like you and i baby
this is no ordinary love
no ordinary love
this is no ordinary love
no ordinary love
keep trying for you
keep crying for you
keep flying for you
keep flying i'm falling
i'm falling
keep trying for you
keep crying for you
keep flying for you
keep flying i'm falling
i'm falling
Monday, March 07, 2005
I Hate...
I'm not going to try to make this all sweet and poetic.
That's not my mood right now.
Right now, I just hate.
I hate so many fucking people,
for so many fucking reasons.
I hate people who use one another.
I hate people who lie to one another.
I hate everyone in the wrestling business.
I hate those who call me "brother" and lie to my face.
I hate men who have no dedication.
I hate those who abuse my trust and my friendship.
I hate those who out and outright LIE.
I hate those who abuse my kindness.
I hate those who make me cry.
I don't waste my tears.
They come from my heart being racked with pain.
I hate those who claim to love me and value the words
of others over me.
I know it sounds selfish and foolish.
That's just how I feel.
I just hate right now and it's tearing me apart..
That's not my mood right now.
Right now, I just hate.
I hate so many fucking people,
for so many fucking reasons.
I hate people who use one another.
I hate people who lie to one another.
I hate everyone in the wrestling business.
I hate those who call me "brother" and lie to my face.
I hate men who have no dedication.
I hate those who abuse my trust and my friendship.
I hate those who out and outright LIE.
I hate those who abuse my kindness.
I hate those who make me cry.
I don't waste my tears.
They come from my heart being racked with pain.
I hate those who claim to love me and value the words
of others over me.
I know it sounds selfish and foolish.
That's just how I feel.
I just hate right now and it's tearing me apart..
Friday, March 04, 2005
"Too Much," by David Garza/This Euphoria
You don't have to tell me, I know every reason why
You feel the way you feel, and you cry the way you cry
But baby, can you show me how I fell so far behind
From the bottom of your heart to the back of your mind
Sometimes I love you too much
Sometimes I love you too much
Sometimes I love you too much
But it's too late now
'Cause we're all going down, yeah we're all going down
Yeah we're all going down, yeah, we're all going down, yeah
Can't we try to work it out? There's got to be a way
I'll give you all of my tomorrows for one of your yesterdays
I never held you down, I'd never hurt you like that
I never thought we'd get so bad at feeling so bad
Sometimes I love you too much
Sometimes I love you too much
Sometimes I love you too much
But it's too late now, 'cause we're all going down
Yeah, we're all going down
You don't have to tell me, I know every reason why
You feel the way you feel and you cry the way you cry
Sometimes I love you too much
Sometimes I love you too much
Sometimes I love you too much
Yeah, but we ain't going down, we ain't going down
I love you too much, sometimes I love you too much
I love you too much, sometimes I love you too much
Yeah, but I don't don't down, I don't down down
Sometimes I love you too much
Sometimes I love you too much
Sometimes I love you too much
Yeah but I don't Oooooooooh
You feel the way you feel, and you cry the way you cry
But baby, can you show me how I fell so far behind
From the bottom of your heart to the back of your mind
Sometimes I love you too much
Sometimes I love you too much
Sometimes I love you too much
But it's too late now
'Cause we're all going down, yeah we're all going down
Yeah we're all going down, yeah, we're all going down, yeah
Can't we try to work it out? There's got to be a way
I'll give you all of my tomorrows for one of your yesterdays
I never held you down, I'd never hurt you like that
I never thought we'd get so bad at feeling so bad
Sometimes I love you too much
Sometimes I love you too much
Sometimes I love you too much
But it's too late now, 'cause we're all going down
Yeah, we're all going down
You don't have to tell me, I know every reason why
You feel the way you feel and you cry the way you cry
Sometimes I love you too much
Sometimes I love you too much
Sometimes I love you too much
Yeah, but we ain't going down, we ain't going down
I love you too much, sometimes I love you too much
I love you too much, sometimes I love you too much
Yeah, but I don't don't down, I don't down down
Sometimes I love you too much
Sometimes I love you too much
Sometimes I love you too much
Yeah but I don't Oooooooooh
Wednesday, March 02, 2005
Tongue Tied (from a long time ago...)
Lookin’ at you from the inside of this internet
I’m in the mood, and my tongue is in the mood
At night we would watch the stars
And she would physically give me each and every one .
I felt like cayenne pepper, red, hot, spicy.
I felt dizzy and so near heaven
and miles between her thighs
Better than love, we made delicious
She me had, had me she
She had me tongue tied
I’m in the mood, and my tongue is in the mood
At night we would watch the stars
And she would physically give me each and every one .
I felt like cayenne pepper, red, hot, spicy.
I felt dizzy and so near heaven
and miles between her thighs
Better than love, we made delicious
She me had, had me she
She had me tongue tied
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