Soul Kiss

SOUL KISS

I lay awake. Restless.
Knowing that tonight will be the night.
After all of the seduction, and all of the
silent desiring. Tonight will be the one
we share this first kiss. My room is dark
and silent. The breeze billows under the
curtains. Before long, under the stillness
of the moon, you appear. My heart flutters
and my blood races in anticipation.
I can feel you, watching me. The candle's
flame dances, almost in defiance of the cool
night air filling my room. Suddenly, you are
here, next to my bed. I hear your breath, bated,
panting. You lay beside me. You stroke back
my chestnut locks and caress my cheek and neck.
I gasp and my breath seizes in my chest. The delay
drives me insane. I am overtaken. I was taught to
avoid this. But I want this kiss. I want to feel all
that you feel. Your arid breath dances through the
small hairs of my neck. I feel your left hand stroke
the soft flesh of my now, exposed breast. It's as if
you're trying to feel my heartbeat...and then it happens.
I feel the kiss. I'm terrified and excited all at once.
A jumbled myriad of emotions flood the walls of my mind.
Then I feel you enter me. Pain and pleasure mix. I feel myself
begin to flow and you consume me. I open my mouth to scream,
but no words come out. I feel my being becoming a part of you.
Like I was something you were starved for. Something you have
craved. I feel the hardened muscular structure of your body behind
mine. I cease to struggle and nestle my frame against the curve of yours.
Suddenly I feel empowered and enlightened. My senses are so alive.
I feel the tension leave your muscles as your arms start to cradle my shape.
As the kiss concludes, I turn to see a shimmering, satisfied smile across your lips.
Your eyes, weary. I desired this kiss for so long and it was more than I ever anticipated
I leave you to slumber. Soon I will reciprocate the kiss, but not now. Not at this moment
After all, you gave me this. This hunger. This desiring. This insatiability. This kiss,
After all, you gave me this