SOUL KISS

I lay awake. Restless.

Knowing that tonight will be the night.

After all of the seduction, and all of the

silent desiring. Tonight will be the one

we share this first kiss. My room is dark

and silent. The breeze billows under the

curtains. Before long, under the stillness

of the moon, you appear. My heart flutters

and my blood races in anticipation.

I can feel you, watching me. The candle's

flame dances, almost in defiance of the cool

night air filling my room. Suddenly, you are

here, next to my bed. I hear your breath, bated,

panting. You lay beside me. You stroke back

my chestnut locks and caress my cheek and neck.

I gasp and my breath seizes in my chest. The delay

drives me insane. I am overtaken. I was taught to

avoid this. But I want this kiss. I want to feel all

that you feel. Your arid breath dances through the

small hairs of my neck. I feel your left hand stroke

the soft flesh of my now, exposed breast. It's as if

you're trying to feel my heartbeat...and then it

happens.

I feel the kiss. I'm terrified and excited all at

once.

A jumbled myriad of emotions flood the walls of my

mind.

Then I feel you enter me. Pain and pleasure mix. I

feel myself

begin to flow and you consume me. I open my mouth to

scream,

but no words come out. I feel my being becoming a part

of you.

Like I was something you were starved for. Something

you have

craved. I feel the hardened muscular structure of your

body behind

mine. I cease to struggle and nestle my frame against

the curve of

yours.

Suddenly I feel empowered and enlightened. My senses

are so alive.

I feel the tension leave your muscles as your arms

start to cradle my

shape.

As the kiss concludes, I turn to see a shimmering,

satisfied smile

across your lips.

Your eyes, weary. I desired this kiss for so long and

it was more

than I ever anticipated

I leave you to slumber. Soon I will reciprocate the

kiss, but not

now. Not at this moment

After all, you gave me this. This hunger. This

desiring. This

insatiability. This kiss.

After all, you gave me this...